America by Tony Hoagland
Then one of the students with blue hair and a tongue studSays that America is for him a maximum-security prison
Whose walls are made of RadioShacks and Burger Kings, and MTV episodesWhere you can't tell the show from the commercials,
And as I consider how to express how full of shit I think he is,He says that even when he's driving to the mall in his Isuzu
Trooper with a gang of his friends, letting rap music pour over themLike a boiling Jacuzzi full of ballpeen hammers, even then he feels
Buried alive, captured and suffocated in the foldsOf the thick satin quilt of America
And I wonder if this is a legitimate category of pain,or whether he is just spin doctoring a better grade,
And then I remember that when I stabbed my father in the dream last night,It was not blood but money
That gushed out of him, bright green hundred-dollar billsSpilling from his wounds, and—this is the weird part—,
He gasped, "Thank god—those Ben Franklins wereClogging up my heart—
And so I perish happily,Freed from that which kept me from my liberty"—
Which is when I knew it was a dream, since my dadWould never speak in rhymed couplets,
And I look at the student with his acne and cell phone and phony ghetto clothesAnd I think, "I am asleep in America too,
And I don't know how to wake myself either,"And I remember what Marx said near the end of his life:
"I was listening to the cries of the past,When I should have been listening to the cries of the future."
But how could he have imagined 100 channels of 24-hour cableOr what kind of nightmare it might be
When each day you watch rivers of bright merchandise run past youAnd you are floating in your pleasure boat upon this river
Even while others are drowning underneath youAnd you see their faces twisting in the surface of the waters
And yet it seems to be your own handWhich turns the volume higher?
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